I’m really not doing so hot right now and weird things are happening to me again. Remember when I had the stroke/TIA and started running backwards and I became hypersensitive to sounds? Well, now I’m hypersensitive to Wifi/EMFs. It’s really bizarre. If I go anywhere near wifi, I can’t breathe and violently cough out a lung. Phlegm spews out of me big time. I can’t even research it to find out why this is happening to me because I can’t get near a computer. Decided to try writing on notes on my iPad and then fire it up on the wifi at my sisters house when I’m outside and they turn it on.
Frack is unhappy because I had to turn off our Bell Router (internet and TV). He broke his foot playing soccer and is in an air cast. Frick sprained her elbow and was in a sling. And I’m in a wheelchair sporting an oxygen tank. The three of us look like we’ve been in an accident.
I’m living at my younger sisters house with the kids right now because I really can’t take care of myself. Preparing meals is not happening right now as it’s hard enough for me to get in the kitchen and make some toast for myself. Besides, I can’t even turn on the gas stove to heat anything up (should I blow myself up with the oxygen tank). CCAC has offered me a Personal Support Worker at 3:00 for 1 hour, three times a week. It’s kind of useless cause I really need someone to feed me at breakfast, lunch, or dinner. They are only allowed to reheat meals, give me a bath (but not if I can’t get out of the tub on my own), and light house-keeping (but only in the rooms I use and only my dishes can be washed). If I didn’t have my sisters to help me, I’d be dead by now. I don’t know what people do in my condition if they don’t have family and friends helping them.
So I didn’t fair well on my last trip to Germany. I was 105 lbs when I left and 94 lbs when I got back. It’s hard to live gluten, dairy and nut free and its so restrictive. Germany has lovely breads, pizza, pasta and sandwiches which I couldn’t eat. And I could only take so much of salads.
I have mould issues at home, leaching dental amalgams, Lyme disease and cancer. The last few minutes months have been difficult and I don’t seem to be bouncing back. I’m worried.